CP Rap - english verse: life rant

Yo.

People say no need to worry
But I think that they need to say sorry
for lying 'cause some things are horrible
At least, not simple
Hard like football, but it's audible
Some moments are high like a pimple
Other times are low like a dimple
Reality for lots of people
They follow things blind like a sheeple
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I've heard they tell me what's important is what's beneath the surface
but they only stick around when I keep giving service
You know I want them to be around and be somewhat supportive
but life's as easy as just telling a loner to be more assertive
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It's been too long since I'm a kid that's writing notes in cursive
Being chubby, maybe flabby but not really repulsive
No beds of rose, not with the trends, trying to be creative
Not too engaged with foes and friends, just asking lots of what-ifs

What if I leave my house and family and live in the streets?
What if I just don't go to school, all day stay under the sheets?
What if I grow up to do nothing, stay home, be a real NEET?
'Cause without me, my dad and mom and brother will make ends meet
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Some of the time I really feel like school's just not the best
Not the education, but communication with some of the classmates
Always been awkward, not with the standard, hard to move talks forward
"He's the big dude that's never rude", yeah, sometimes I'm cornered

But I know that I have individuals that will be backing me
The reason why I kind of fond to have this memory
"It's not just the colors, the dollars, but care for the valors"
"Not only fearing poison and dragon, you might come from Poseidon"
"People might change, for some changes. True friends mustn't be exchanged
for things that does nothing like the bling-blings with no feelings"

Yoho~